Let me just take a second to freak out! Holy crap!! I wrote a book! At 74,000 words, I finished my first draft of Spark. I can’t believe I made it this far. It is insane. I can’t even begin to explain the emotions I feel. It’s a whirlwind of excitement and terror. Now it’s real.
I have a million questions bouncing around my brain but, one sticks out more than the others. What if once all my revisions and editing is done… it sucks? That’s a hard hurdle to get over. At this point, I have shown very few people any of my work, and it was only a scene or two. I know every writer goes through these stages but this is my first time and it’s scary.
What am I doing to get over this? Well, I don’t know if it something you can “get over.” However, it’s something that I will use to drive me to make my story the best it can be. I don’t want my work to suck, so I’m going to do everything to the best of my ability to make sure it doesn’t. Then when I feel confident I’ve done everything I possibly can, I’ll get help from my beta readers and then editors. When it’s finally released, I will probably still have that same concern. I don’t think it will ever go away.
However, today I want to talk more about what I learned in this whole process. Here are the top five things that I learned while writing my first draft.
1.) I am an underwriter. That means I will be spending a lot of my revision time expanding on scenes and adding more detail. I’ve read that the first draft is for your eyes only and I think I took that to heart because it is awful. I rushed through to get it down on paper, and now I’ve got a hot mess to deal with but, you have to start somewhere.
2.) I HATE character descriptions. Some of them are “blue eyes and blonde hair.” (Because I’ll come back to that later) Not even a joke. I wish it were a joke. I dread them… but when I sit down and figure it out, I think they come out pretty good. So here’s to hoping I don’t drink myself into an alcoholic when I start fixing those.
3.) I love dialogue. It is so fun for me to write! I get into a flow, and I could go all day. I think it is the strongest part of my writing.
4.) I use contractions way less then I should when I write. It’s a weird thing… It’s not all the time, but I noticed it when I was writing dialogue that I tend to spell them out (cannot/do not and the like) and that’s so far from natural. It’s just a weird thing I picked up on when reading over some of my old scenes.
5.) I come up with the best ideas when I am writing or in my car. While I’m writing, I’m able to be submerged in their world, and I can feel and see my characters. I think that’s why I could never be a complete “plotter.”
In the car, I just talk to myself… or them… (looks to the side to make sure no one is watching.) Either way, it’s where I get the most creative, and it works for me.
I’m so excited to be able to share this with you. I would love to hear what you have learned about yourself through writing.
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